okay, in lieu of foto friday (as i still have no new photos…thanks to HP) i found this little tid bit and i thinks it rationalizes my fear…

i am speechless. take it as you will- some of you will view in horror while others will give a big..’yessssssssss!’

i will take a xanax and hope someone holds my hand. and think how lucky i am really for the experiences i’ve had.

 *the music is awful on this video…